"I heard the voice of inner-self"

The night remained freezing cold with blockage of light
the dark ruined all the images of history
trying to recall the same old pain inside of me
I forget the past aching somewhere deep
the one that conciseness wanna erase
the same guilt that hallucinates
roaming over the truth and facts

Here starts a new game now
those consoling corners
comes over again and again in front of me
trying to manipulate the facts
what i thought was to be real
those world of me and my fantasy
everything crooked and everything rot
patience was never for something what I call
a world to chain in my heart desire

And another withdrawn notes overturned
overthrown again and again for a endless time
a try to procure all those hasty effects
seen through an infant eyes
in a try to make this world a better place for living
for another sacrifice
a end of rounding corners
where life end the line

I heard a voice of inner-self
trying to reconcile those rusty image
what i had and what i lost
for what i had thought to
what i am holding on now.....