"Invariable Constrain Inside O'Me"

What is breaking out of me?
The body is stuck comparatively numb
What path I'm heading to?
Solitary anger crush my mind.

Where's been life heading?
I'm unknown when's life taking a turn!
I've been wondering where's me up to know?
Don't know what I am sowing now!!
Looking at the past eyes filled with guilt
Unconsciousness grasp my way to peek
Although I've left those roaming around
Same hallucination pierce my mind

Where reaches the path I'm longing to?
I'm just passing to trace its way
Unknown of all worldly affairs
I'm running away from shadows to make a escape
Don't know what's good and bad but,
I'm trying to move faster and time is passing slow
I'm waiting for a call from god
To move back again the passage I crawled

Why sunshine sparkling in my windows,
Couldn't spread rays to enlighten my lonesome heart?
Where has all those laughter vanished out
Along with courage to carry out dutiful son
Don't know what's time expecting of me
I'm laming to sense its touch
Every moment I'm starving again
With the feels like these of broken heart