"Few words to reconcile"

There always stands a difference between
what we wish and what is happening
what we dreamed and what is reality
An answer never found for prudence sorrow enriching inside
Neither is the way sort out to heal this revolving pain
the vitality of walk that consumes hunger to bury our soul
Nothing last for ever there is dead end to every role
a substance to pacify this ever lasting game
every wound has a scars remained that hurts utmost everywhere
so derive me a name
derive me a name so i can last my tears behind your breathe
hiding my lacking beside every steps you take
or lets stop this pretending
a world awaits you what you had been for seeing
its a path i have to carry on despite you not being near
life shatters like winter flowers
but i have an will to blossom again drinking those tear
oh! crazy monsoon is pouring down on me
you keep on smiling with new grown peer
smile like sunshine burning me down
this crazy monsoon will keep me alive

There is always difference between
what we tried and what we had
what we assumed with silence busting eyes
rarely we hallucinates for the drama that is laid
its a fatigue touch of love that has ended
a sunbeam procrastinate vanity as life goes by
all those scattered dreams will someday reunite
the piled of hopes of fallen fantasy no more wonders me
but you have been engaged in momentum ecstasy
its my await for a new spring moves
a will to sparkle from doomed fallacy
oh! crazy monsoon is pouring down on me
you keep on smiling with new grown peer
smile like sunshine burning me down
this crazy monsoon will keep me alive